Uncertainty

4th deployment soon.

Hey, Bear.

The deployment is scheduled and will happen soon. So I had about 17teen days to rest after 28 days of the previous deployment, which was total hell.

Well, it could have been more tbh, considering we have quite a few people resting atm. Whelp, w/e.

I feel somewhat rested last week. After a guy brought me to the "local sea". We had a swim session and it added me some energy.

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I did code a little bit, could be more honestly, but first 10 days I had zero energy.

I will be deployed to the new place, somewhat "not the hell", at least for now. But it might become one very fast if the russians will push and drove away the brigade which is staying in front of me.

I also didn't get any leads to push the "IT guy". Not needed in my unit, can't be advertised for other units in the brigade, coz every unit minds its own business. And the other brigades are silent. Unfortunately, just a mobile developer is not needed for Ukrainian army even with 10 years of experience and a good one.

I don't want to go to the war. Don't want to waste my time on it. I literally don't have anything to fight for, no home, no family, the job is abroad. Never wanted to stay in this country. Fuck my life.

I just want to grab this guy and quit.

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