And you're not here to get me through it all
Hey, Bear.
Didn't post for a while. Had time, but dunno. Not exhausted but well, can't explain.
Anyway.
I have got my mac from home. Trying to code. We changed the paying schema for me: now I just track the worked hours and bill per hour.
This somewhat lowered my enthusiasm to work - I thought I am part of the team and I do everything I can for the project to succeed (coding from the front lines, hello). But turned out I am just a, dunno, whatever.
We moved to a different house, like a villa for a small family.
I am also on my second deployment at the moment. In the actual combat zone.
Will split these thing on different posts so it won't be too long.