Uncertainty

BMT posts, day 20: First laundry

*this is a handwritten note rewrite I did while on Base Military Training

Hey, Bear.

It's been a while since my last post. They give me my phone back only for a short period of time and the internet sucks.

I generally spend this time chatting with my niece about my needs and stuff I need her to mail me.

So far I've got 2 packages and I have all I need: medicine(very important), clothes, underwear, snacks.

I am very happy that she is there for me.

So it is like 20th day of the Base Military Training of 51.

My health's getting under controll: cough is better, the rest also. Kinda feeling myself healthy. And Recovered.

Generally the trainings are hard for me. I'm neither good or bad. I kinda like shootings though. If not much position changes e.g. from the right knee to the left knee, now lying, now standing. My knees hurt.

My armor is also very bad for shooting, coz it won't let me have a good hold of the weapon. Anyway.

I always think how do I return to my job. I don't want to throw my 10y.o. experience of development. Plus soldier's salary is about nothing. My long planned feature is just being denied and it worries me.

Had honest and transparent talk with the elder from my brigade, who is assigned to be here whole 51d. He says he wants to take me from the unit I'm currently assigned to, to himself. And he wants me to continue development which will benefit his unit. That would be so Ideal..

I write it on paper. Hope I will rewrite it online.

I have a good relationship with most people in my "VZVOD" and feel myself quite comfortable among them. Which is very good. Finally did the laundry. I have enough of everything.