Uncertainty

I need your light

Hey Bear.

The life again reshuffled everything for me.

24th December I have been forcefully conscripted to the military service.

The just picked me up on the streets and dragged into the van without even giving me a chance to pick up my stuff.

Since then I am in the army, even though my phone always has been with me I didn't have time to post, or didn't have internet.

In the conscription center I was immediately taken by one brigade, as soon as they heard that I am from IT.

The brigade is very battle hardened.

Since then I have been living in the brigade's campus waiting to be sent to the Base Military Training - the very first and necessary step to become a soldier.

We lived in a duhout(kinda of barrack but built under the ground at some extent.

Generally all was okay. A one guy deserted on the first days. 2 more today, on the last day.

Currently I am being transported to the base military training camp, to a tough one as people say. For 51 days.

That will be rough time for me for sure.

Don't have spot on the bus, sitting on the floor.

The ride just started and it will take probably 10 hours.

My life, plans, career just crumbled.

I just want home.